•|Amber•26•Michigan|•
Yelling into the void bc I’m so fucking sick of constantly being there for everyone else and always supporting people who I considered friends and yet when I do stuff I’m super excited about or need support from people, everyone just acts like I don’t exist. It’s exhausting and honestly hurts so bad. It truly has made me feel so useless and shitty. I literally feel like nobody even gives a fuck about me and if I just stopped coming around, no one would notice or care.
I’m just so tired of constantly feeling like I don’t ever belong anywhere.
i have 2 moods: nothing matters and everything matters too much
(via mybiggestsecrettt)
i am just an unhealed wound that is constantly being picked open again
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It really fucking sucks constantly feeling so unwelcome every where, all the time. I literally do not feel like anyone gives a fuck and half the time I really think if I just stopped coming around, no one would even notice or care.
My anxiety is telling me to just pack up everything I have and drive somewhere until I can’t drive anymore.
I wish I could just disappear and not exist anymore. I feel like a burden all the time. I’m so fucking lost.
Currently crying into my bowl of spaghetti, utterly hating myself and wanting to fall off the face of earth.
I’m fucking pathetic lol